心情

伤心难过是难免的，不舍的心情。。 

流泪，同情我没资格。。

[[可惜不是你]]

感谢那是你，牵过我的手，还能感受那温柔

曾经

快乐的日子总是过得很快，11月了。我们一起大该有11个月了。很可惜的这段感情结束了。

难过伤心是有的，不舍得有能怎样。 人总要往前看----- 

所有关于你的一切一切 暂时收在一边。     眼泪， 只能留在没有时才可以“释放” 。 

我不小了， 一切都要靠自己。 今天，是我练习学车第三天。我很努力了，学得满头大汗，手都脱皮了还继续。 我相信我一定行，一定行！ 我知道我有很多很多事不能去做因为我不会驾车。 我很自卑又懊恼。 由此，我常为了某些事而委屈自己。我会为自己争气一点，我不会再让任何人看不起！ 为了我的梦想与未来， 我一定要成功！不会让这小事成为我的绊脚石。。

曾经--曾经的你，曾经牵过的手，发过的梦。 虽然如今不能再握你的手一起走未来的路， 但我很感谢我可以遇见你  给我那麽多的欢笑，我真的很开心。

谢谢你的爱

很想说对不起

今晚，我们又大吵了。我狠狠地咬了他一口。我想他一定很痛了。我心也很痛，我很想跟他道歉可是我怕。我不知道我该怎么办。

我很气他因为他莫名其妙地发我脾气 好几天了。我还`气他不记得他对我说过的话。 

有些人永远都不会知道，他的一句话，我会记得很久；他的一个不以为然的承诺，我却苦苦守侯。 他 说过的，无论是对话或 emails 我全记着。他曾说了一句话，我听了就感动落泪， 他并不知道。 我，也在等待这一天的到来，哪怕几年后。 

很想说对不起 。。。

生活是甜的，未来也是甜的？

什么事情都会雨过天晴。

擦干眼泪，什么都不记得。

心碎了，一颗一颗捡起来

慢慢地拼回

一个人望着那漆黑的夜空

脑袋空白

我到底怎么啦

我的心    真的很痛很痛

我该怎么办

我想今晚是我和你在一起半年里

最难过的一天

也许太爱你吧

也许得不到信任吧


我入不了眠

眼睛都肿了

凌晨4时 ， 我睡不着

明早不上课了

胃又抽筋，我身体好累， 头好晕

心更痛

“生活是甜的，未来也是甜的” ， 这句话用来骗人的

I'm feel so sorry for tonight. I made you so sad and can't proceed ur works. Sorry, thousand of sorry I want to say. I know I m still like a kid, thinking like a kid. Always think negatively and think so much of nonsense. Please forgive me dear. I always speak something hurt you and myself too. I really don't mean to hurt you. Every time right after we arguing I feel like I don't want this all to happen again NEXT TIME ! But, I don't know what happen to my nerves will start to disturb my emotion and I will find something to argue with you. So sorry dear. I know chances are not always give twice, again and again. I also know this argument and quarreling gradually destroy our relationship. I really hope I won't be so childish again! I please myself Penny Wong, be more mature ok! I hate you always make your love one unhappy.


Sorry :(

Love is Understanding

The worse thing in the world is the person who you care the most and the trustful person of you do not UNDERSTAND you!!! You used to share everything with him, but in fact he doesn't know that how important he is for you. He is everything for you. You will do everything immediately for him, for his good. But, everything seem to be wasted. He doesn't know about it.

I tried to hide my emotion from him so that I won't spoil his mood when he is working and he will not worry for me. Yet, I feel like all this while what I did doesn't work at all. I feel so disappointed for myself. I tried to maintain and keep this relationship but everything seems so FAILED!

I have SO MUCH things to tell you but you hv no time to listen for me. When I talk you started to fed up. Sometimes, I really have no idea what should I do to be a qualified gf. You know how heart broken am I when I saw u fed up and mess up with ur stuff? I feel like I'm so useless, I can't lend u my hand when you are in mess.

I tried to be more tolerant, be more patient, and I've been waiting you will be treated me better after you solving your problems. You did. Yet, the same problem happen again when you are in mess. And I don't know what should I do next. Everything seems get tougher and tougher. Is it I too care about your feeling? Am I do so much?? 
I love you so that I do so much of thing involve changing myself so We can maintain our relationship and a long lasting love.  Everything only comes ONCE. Life is short. I do not want to regret for my rest of my life again.


I know you well. I understand your situation.
But you should try to understand me ..

A good relationship should have mutual understanding and tolerant. 

Hateful

To what extent do you understand your girl friend?? 

I'm so sad, I'm crying..I find nobody to speak with!

Sometimes, I really dun know what should I do when I m sad. 

And I just want to share with you. But You never know it.

How much I need you right now? When Im mad,im stress, who do I talk to? 

I dun trust anyone. I feel like I don't hv a close fren. Every single word I just want to tell you, DO you know?

They hurt me, they ignore me.. The world is ignoring me! 

Where are they!  

I just want to end up all this! How wish I could just take up a knife and cut it off! Do not need to care for anything anyone. Im tiring with this world. Sicking World sicking people! 

Im sick too.. 

No one understand me!