Friday, October 22, 2010

RECENTLY

I was mostly die just now. The socket in my room was exploded while I am trying to pull the wire and what a luckily I dint touch it my hand!! The socket exploded followed with a loud explosion sound. I was stunned for few second you know. I saw the spark right in front my eyes! The whole socket bcum dark in colour now.What a luckily I am or else I might lying on the hospital bed now or even die already. Thanks God I am still alive! SWT!!

*Please, everyone be caution while you guy using electricity!!!! 
Another thing I wanna blog today is about my new sem! This is a short sem, every week only have 4 days classes which means that I can go back Klang on Thur. Sound good right but..... 
I can not go party so often le. No more Lady's Night!
FML!!!

There is only 4 subjects in this sem, only 3 of them have final exams. But, it still seems stressful for me. 
FML!
I hate study right now! How wish I can graduate now and get a job outside. I rather working than study. Maybe you will say that when you come to working life I will say I hate working. But, what I can tell you is I prefer working than study. I have an ambition,dream and goals. What I want only when I come to work only can achieve. I pursue those dreams which you all might not agree with me. But, there is no way for me to do better other than pursuing those dreams. All because I want to prove prove prove to YOU YOU YOU to see!! 


-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


人与时间赛跑
人总是失败者; 
而时间永远是赢家。
这也是个大家无可争论的事实
我 总爱与时间赛跑
怎么比 我还是输了
眼看  那天越来越遥远了
越来越遥远... 
怎么办好呢?
我好想好想当这场比赛的大赢家
我好想回到记忆里的那一天
记忆里 那有如小鹿乱撞的我..
看着你那有点双下巴的脸颊
你的笑容..
那海风轻轻地吹着
时而又刮起大风
把我们俩的头发吹得有点林乱

记忆里的一草一木,你的一举一动
还深深的记得
常常会想起当日的场景
好怕哪天  那美好的回忆会逐渐的消失,
而你那张脸孔逐渐变的模糊了
我好想把那回忆锁在我脑海里
时而可把它拿出来  回忆回忆一下
因为我知道  我们只是朋友



Saturday, October 16, 2010

MELAKA ♥

Hello~ I just came back from MELAKA♥ 

I was not so enjoy for the trip actually because I have been there for many times since I was in primary school. Everything seems not so interesting and FRESH for me anymore. HAHA! I just follow the group.
As usual, we visited those famous tourist places and the foods there. We din't eat much of famous food there though just Satay Celup, Cendol, Chicken rice balls and etc. The main, the most memorable and the FRESH  place I wanna blog about this time THE JETTY!!!! hehe 

I am so excited to tell you all about this! I got myself to fall in love with this place SO MUCH as well as him too..:p
He was promised me that he will bring me go around Melaka when I come to Melaka. I was so exciting for the day to coming you know. And I prepared a birthday present for him as well since his birthday just passed. It was a chocolate actually because I have no idea what should I buy for him. The night was so unforgettable and meaningful for me. I felt so enjoyable for it because he is the person who you admire for so long time. We were chit-chatted all the night and had some beers.......................

ok, I am still exciting now..lol
Although everything seems impossible but never mind.I would keep all the pictures and the moment deep bottom my heart

[will blog more again about this trip later]

Miss..

Sunday, October 10, 2010

miss

有时候真的很怀念小时候的我,
单单纯纯 的,
多好,没有要求。。
生活简单
人越来越大, 理想高了,要求多了。。
生活变得复杂

这样一来, 我变得很不开心
烦恼很多。。
有时候真的很想哭,更想这一睡  我再也不醒
有时候在想 
是这世界太复杂 还是我把它想得复杂呢?

心 真的很累 很痛。。
我多么的想你  你知道吗?
我多么的想再一次见到你  你知道吗?
我真的很想亲口跟你说  “I MISS YOU SO MUCH” !!!!
我不知道为什么我不能把你给忘了
我真的很想很想再牵你的手
我很怀念我们一起看电影,一起看horror movie, 然后你躲在我后面  跟我说你很害怕看horror movie..
我很怀念我们一起喝红酒,边喝边谈天
我真的很怀念
我还很怀念我们一起去吃雪糕
baby 我真的很想你  你知道吗?
还有很多很多   很多很多跟你在一起的时光

真的
那一次告别 却是我一生的遗憾  你知道吗?
我真的很想很想很想很想回到那一天
我不知道我做错了什么

B.L I m truly madly deeply missing you dear..

Saturday, October 2, 2010

It's almost 3 am and I just washed up. I am tired but I want to write something here. Seriously and obviously, my problems never been solved! I feel like my life is so fuck up! I m sad I m sad I m sad!
I m feel so guilty guilty guilty!!!! What else can I do again?! No one can understand my feeling, the fucking thg stuck deep bottom of my heart!