HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010
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Conclude from 2009..
I got the greatest happiness in my life and lost it in a moment! I lost my dearest, I lost myself, I lost everything in my life. Thank him gave me all this things! I hate someone i wouldn't want to hate. I have to forget someone i ain't want to forget. So what?! I had learned from this relationship that nothing will last forever. NO PROMISES! LOVE IS CRUEL! SWEET WORDS DOES NOT WORK FOR ME! F*** YOU GUYS!!!! I look down myself and I hate myself. Well, came to the end of the year I met a new fellow who is a coward. Just forget about it. Ohya..I did enjoy my clubbing life since last few months..XD Yep yeP!!

My new year resolution, hmm....I dun know..haha!
*Hope to find my Mr' Right,hehe!
*Get well in my Final exam XD
*Have a good health
*Getting more more more pretty XD
*Have more pocket money to spend XD
*Meet more and more frens

I wish and hope everything will be much more easier and better in the year 2010.
Happy new year ^^
Love U aLL~

简单就是快乐

这时我对爱的需求

我要的爱情 不是什么轰轰烈烈的

我要的 只是简单 踏实的爱

真的没有一个男生会明白

他们永远都不会明白

我是个多么简单的一个 女生!

I am a NUT!!

STOP doing such stupid thing ok?

I hate you Penny!

Go bac Go bac..Go bac to your reality of life!!

Exam just around the corner

I am still sitting right here for FB, MSN and blogging..

GOSH!

甜蜜心烦 愉悦混乱
我们以后 会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点 就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走
你还等什么 时间已经不多
再下去 只好只做朋友
再向前一点点 我就会点头
再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲
不过三个字 别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口 你就能拥有我

我们心里面 明明都有感觉 为什么不敢面对 我不相信 都动了感情却到不了 爱情 那么贴心却进不了 心底 你能不能快一点决定 对我说我爱你 cited from 恋人未满

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
It's almost my feeling
so tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I can't believe it's happening to me

Something so tender I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..
Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish ..

Why?
you said I tried in vain to get your attention..
I am a play girl??
I am a bad one???
I used to do all this thing just ONCE!!!
And u threw my heart away .. it's ok really!
I'm NOT sad but I dun understand why
bcuz im not a girl what u think on me..
You felt sorry but I felt even more than yours.

I just got myself to blame, Sorry...

Christmas Christmas Christmas Christmas EVE
I went shopping with my gangs..
I'm superb happy~
Bought bag, and a mini skirt=)
It's so tired after whole day shopping
and we took lot of photos there..
At night..
I did sms him>.<
and and and ...
We met up at the end, he came to find me
I was so surprising that he would come to find me~
toddle~

Last tue, he dated me out for dinner..
You know guys,
I'm got a shock when told me that.
I told myself not to fall in love with anyone as I dun wan go back to the past.
Now, he comes to find me.
Sometimes, I really dun knw what his brain think about.
I dun knw what he want.
I dun even knw would he has feeling towards me?! So confusing>.I so worry that he will get frighten.
What else I can do ya?
tell me, God.
I so afraid i would hv a wrong move.
You guys dun even know how very special he is..haha
I got feeling towards him.
but I know it's too fast too fast..hmm..


Stop dreaming..Arghhhhhh..
>.<

I know

I am too rush for it

I know I shouldn't be like this

I m wonder: Would you starting to avoid me?

I m too over edi..aikssss

pardon for that>< Hope to see you tml
night~

I have to admit that
I'm superb happy by now..
I found him I found him~
It has not been a guy who can make me so fascinated..LOL
everyday~
I keep on thinking of him,hehe
you don't even know how very special you are~
What all I can do is try
everyday of my life
Today I met him again
I thought i will not see him today
who know, he appear at the end of the lecture..

toddles ~

我曾经以为有些事我不说出来,
不提出,
就是保留你的自尊和感受 最好的方法
但是原来不是这样..
就是因为我这样做令你觉得我不关心你, 不明白你
我越想接近你,你越逃避我
我很想知道到底我这样做有错吗?
我的关心 你都一直认为不是出自真心的
我很伤心因为原来你一点都没有明白我的苦心
我写的这一切一切
不是要你看到, 而我要你知道我真的有用心地去对待你
我知道我在做什么, 我也知道我的心不会再去爱你
因为它已经跌入谷地..............

我不会再打扰你了，
我也不会再傻傻的相信什么所谓的天长地久。
因为
我热爱残酷爱情的专题，
可是，
爱情至此和我没关系。
有些伤，
能用一辈子铭记。。
有些痛，
永远疼在我们的心上。。。
爱能让人醉过，
也能让人一瞬间心碎到谷底..

Everything is returned to zero. I used to sad and emo for almost 2 months, every night, everyday. But, I found not reason for me to keep on missing him. I can't found a reason for me, really.
So fast, it already Dec. It's a happy and happiness month. It's a Christmas. A pretty and glamor Christmas tree with a sweet couple. LOL! This year I'm going to have a very different Christmas I guess. Those unwanted memory is erased. I deleted the files. I can't even imagine that I am able to put down him so fast! I am having my happy life now. I suddenly feel hateful to those days. His smile look likes so slyly. I lost and wasted my days. I promise to myself, I will not going to let anyone to torture my life like before. GOSH! why am I still writting about that dude?!! HOLY SHIT!

yes!
I'm back to KL tonight..hehe
today after having my dinner with mt family
we headed to JJ for shopping
I bought a pair shoes, 2 T-shirts and a bag
happy^^
Long time dint hanging with my family
so happy today~
Now,
I realise that how important a family is!
I hope it's not too late for me to realise it!
I love my family..muackssssss..

he is back..
again
it's complicated..
why ya?
I dun wan to hurt him one more time
why he still wan to find me?
is it better for you?

Last monday
i had a econ mid-term test
and i got a fucking bad results and it is never happen b4 tis!
since the day you went away
everything is changed!
especially me
I even do not wat I am doing
I did wrongly
I have sins
I so hate myself
How?
How to get rid of my sins?
I call everyone as I used to calling you
It's hilarious !
Can it stop ?!!!