如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的！

SO OFTEN

OMG!!!

I went to club SO OFTEN !!

Last week i went for twice.

It's extremely tired !!

And my hair is smelly with the fucking smelly smoke.

It's quite hard to get rid of the scent just washing with shampoo.

Ishhhhhhh!!!!

Last thursday night went to Maison with roomate, just both of us. SYOK !!

I had buffet with lecturer =)

After that, I and Annie Soh headed to Clubbing at G6.

It was the 1st time I been there. I dun like the music there much compared to any other club I went before. The music is F bloody lousy !!! >.<


=)

IT'S DOWN !

Yesterday night I went to club again !
Maison this time with her, just two of us. Crazy right?
We like to have some exciting and syok thing during the night .
I was damn moody yesterday night.
I know what made me down and why I am so moody.
I dun wan to say and what I can do now is to change my behavior and attitude.
ya, I have a lot of thing haven't done yet.
I feel kinda lazy to move but just on fb and blogging here. Sigh.


Upcoming activity: >>Saturday may hang out with lecturer and coursemate

>>club with Ken again=.=

I know that Im going to lost a friend like you !

I should know it earlier

I should know that I will not have a friend like you to talk with when I m sad

I wanna cry but not in front of you

I m so unhappy but not to tell you

I m fed up but you are not the person to know it

I have many things to speak out but you are not the one to listen

I m wrong !!

It is a big mistake I made AGAIN!

I start the game, and now I g0ing to quit the game

Sorry !


=(

我好想 好好地爱他, 但又害怕自己再次受伤...

真的很矛盾 !

对不起, 流泪不是我的错

我已经对男生 不能百分百的相信了

对不起..

为什么我只想要哭?

我脑袋空白..

我回答不到 你的问题..

我不想睡

是因为我睡不着..

我越撑强

只是表示 我越脆弱 , 不是吗?

我是100% 的小女生,

我承认我很爱依赖男朋友,

因为我很享受那种感觉

我的心情很复杂, 很多说不出的话, 我也不知道要如何说

沉默寡言 ..

每次都这样............

没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

This lyrics of this song is so perfect,
it brings out all my feeling ~

Love Happens ♥♥♥

He is staying same block with me in this condo. How do we know each other?? He added me in my facebook XD

Then, we start to know each other well. Chatting in msn, on phone and leaving comments to each another. He always comes to accompany me when I am alone. We had been hang out once. Day after day, We are getting closer and. . . . .

The place where we meet each other is at the stairs between 13th and 12th. We spent most our time there during the night. It' s sound funny right.

The night , finally it came ! He confessed to me ! He stood beside me, the moment I was stunned and shocked because I din't think that he will confess. I was silent. My mind came across with many many things. The past as well as the future. I do not know what should I do. I do not know ...

finally, I accepted his love.
♥♥♥♥

And, today ..
I declared my relationship status to all my fb frens
I hope it will not bring a lot of troublesome for me
as well as it is my rigth move ~


I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE ::

BABY , J' taime !!

M A I S O N

I went to Maison yesterday night and reached home at about 630am !! It was my first time been

there. It's pretty tired ! My eyes is absolutely hurt badly cause of the fake eyes lashes! I

shouldn't wear it! It made my eyes red, painful and tears falling down! My makeup was gone by

the way! It was a F bloody clubbing night I ever had ! I had no mood to dance all the night!

Besides, I met someone I do not want to meet up. I just pretended a nut. It was surprisingly, I

met up with Rave who has been quite sometime we din't meet with each other. Guess what!

He has a new gf this time =) I met with Aldrin by the way. It was the second I saw him.



Back to Klang later . . .

WHAT IF ........

There will always be some men in your life that you have a soft spot for. They speak to a certain part of you that lies dormant, waiting in the wings. This part of your life may never materialize, but it never fails to lift your mood when you anticipate the question of "what if".

I still remember that day, there was the window shopping, looking enviously at the beautiful items on display and wondering about the wealthy people who could afford such stuff.
These days, I was happy being me, wishing that this was a life I could lead. But like all dreams and wishes, they remain dreams and wishes - some thing you hold on to till the day you draw in your last breath of air, knowing these special episodes make you more than what life defines you as.

"What if" , could I dare to try once again? I think it is "NO". I am fearful that the magic I remembered would disappear once !!