I'm feel so sorry for tonight. I made you so sad and can't proceed ur works. Sorry, thousand of sorry I want to say. I know I m still like a kid, thinking like a kid. Always think negatively and think so much of nonsense. Please forgive me dear. I always speak something hurt you and myself too. I really don't mean to hurt you. Every time right after we arguing I feel like I don't want this all to happen again NEXT TIME ! But, I don't know what happen to my nerves will start to disturb my emotion and I will find something to argue with you. So sorry dear. I know chances are not always give twice, again and again. I also know this argument and quarreling gradually destroy our relationship. I really hope I won't be so childish again! I please myself Penny Wong, be more mature ok! I hate you always make your love one unhappy.


Sorry :(

Love is Understanding

The worse thing in the world is the person who you care the most and the trustful person of you do not UNDERSTAND you!!! You used to share everything with him, but in fact he doesn't know that how important he is for you. He is everything for you. You will do everything immediately for him, for his good. But, everything seem to be wasted. He doesn't know about it.

I tried to hide my emotion from him so that I won't spoil his mood when he is working and he will not worry for me. Yet, I feel like all this while what I did doesn't work at all. I feel so disappointed for myself. I tried to maintain and keep this relationship but everything seems so FAILED!

I have SO MUCH things to tell you but you hv no time to listen for me. When I talk you started to fed up. Sometimes, I really have no idea what should I do to be a qualified gf. You know how heart broken am I when I saw u fed up and mess up with ur stuff? I feel like I'm so useless, I can't lend u my hand when you are in mess.

I tried to be more tolerant, be more patient, and I've been waiting you will be treated me better after you solving your problems. You did. Yet, the same problem happen again when you are in mess. And I don't know what should I do next. Everything seems get tougher and tougher. Is it I too care about your feeling? Am I do so much?? 
I love you so that I do so much of thing involve changing myself so We can maintain our relationship and a long lasting love.  Everything only comes ONCE. Life is short. I do not want to regret for my rest of my life again.


I know you well. I understand your situation.
But you should try to understand me ..

A good relationship should have mutual understanding and tolerant. 

Hateful

To what extent do you understand your girl friend?? 

I'm so sad, I'm crying..I find nobody to speak with!

Sometimes, I really dun know what should I do when I m sad. 

And I just want to share with you. But You never know it.

How much I need you right now? When Im mad,im stress, who do I talk to? 

I dun trust anyone. I feel like I don't hv a close fren. Every single word I just want to tell you, DO you know?

They hurt me, they ignore me.. The world is ignoring me! 

Where are they!  

I just want to end up all this! How wish I could just take up a knife and cut it off! Do not need to care for anything anyone. Im tiring with this world. Sicking World sicking people! 

Im sick too.. 

No one understand me!

爱情

爱情这东西我不懂！

爱你却不能拥有你的全部

但我可以给你我的一切

爱情这东西是永远没有平衡点

给得太多就会不珍贵

是不是得不到的永远是最珍贵呢？

爱情如果一松手，就什么都没了

如果抓得太紧却让对方不能呼吸

一切都要刚刚好。

怎样说才是刚刚好？

我不会我真的不会

我只会关心你，为你下厨。我好像什么的不会了。