I start to feel that the stress is approaching me. I'm so afraid of the bloody stressful matter I going to face it after this month. Stresses on my academies, friends, family, love, money and myself. How am I going to take it ?? I feel like I'm going to lose myself again. Sometimes, I feel so helpless because even me myself also can't cope it.
Now, I finished my diploma and going to continue my degree at UTAR, Sg.long. I know I will face a lot of financial problem very soon. That's why I keep looking for part time job to earn extra pocket money. Last Sunday, I went for an interview for promoting liquor. And I know this not a proper job and I will be facing some transportation problem because the public transport is far away from my house. It is quite inconvenient sometimes and unsafe because the security there not so well. What to do? I must complete my study at this level!!
Besides, I'm thinking of you everyday. Dreaming of you. I am wondering are you my bf? Uncertainty made me worry this and that! I'm trying to sms you twice but I worry I will disturb your work. You gave me an answer but I do not know when you are free to find me. Seriously, I do not know what I want right now! Money? Life? Peace?
Life are full of choice yet it's confusing.
I'm missing u truly, deeply, madly !
♥
May God bless me !
I pray every single day to have a normal life as normal people have. I need a normal life style with a normal life partner, that's enough for me! Past incidents had made my mood went up and down. Could you please give me a better one? Just a 'better' one not the best of the world !
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