Everything is returned to zero. I used to sad and emo for almost 2 months, every night, everyday. But, I found not reason for me to keep on missing him. I can't found a reason for me, really.
So fast, it already Dec. It's a happy and happiness month. It's a Christmas. A pretty and glamor Christmas tree with a sweet couple. LOL! This year I'm going to have a very different Christmas I guess. Those unwanted memory is erased. I deleted the files. I can't even imagine that I am able to put down him so fast! I am having my happy life now. I suddenly feel hateful to those days. His smile look likes so slyly. I lost and wasted my days. I promise to myself, I will not going to let anyone to torture my life like before. GOSH! why am I still writting about that dude?!! HOLY SHIT!