look at my life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror

i stop thinking of someone else slowly.
i stop to take out and refresh those memories
i stop of spending my time on him
i stop of crying
i stop of being lazy
i stop to torture and hurt myself
i stop everything that i used to do before now
i start to looking around the world outside my vision
i step out my 1st step
i promise to myself: the tears wouldn't fall like this anymore,
it can only stay inside my eyes
tomorrow is hopefulness and beautiful
i look at my life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror
what our hearts want is always different from what our brains wish to do
so that we always do something else that opposite to our heart's wish

I will deserve all the sins as i believe in karma!