Everything seems to be settled down. Sometimes, it hurts me though. The wound is creeping still. I'm missing him. I found no reason to look for him, talk to him. I don't even have the courage to send message, a caring message. Why our distance becoming larger? I don't know what to talk to him other than "I miss you".
I'm assure and telling myself that I wouldn't find anyone who can replace you.
I become so coward.