Is you youyou!!!

Is you all made me wanna stay in the club !!

Is you all made me lost my direction !!

F**k off !

My life is full of f**king bloody bad memories are all caused by you all! 

F**king people, can't u just stay away from my life?

Can't you just f**k off yourself to the deep inside of the jungle and never come out ! 

<!@#$**!!?!@> 

!!!!

I have few things to blog right now.

1st,

I suddenly feel that why I can be so bad taste!! yucks!!

I just saw my ex-bf's pic from his fb.

I m wondering how could I able to get with this kind of guy?!! 

HE is f**king ugly man! shameful to tell people that he was my bf. 

GOSH!!WTH!! WTF!!

OMGGGGGGGGGG..

2nd, 

I wan to declare and swear that : 

" I will stop to go club" for TEMPORARY !!! ^^

I have been club almost every weeks regardless whether I have classes in next morning or not. I have only sleep for several hours when I go to club. Sleep late everyday. My big eyes circles are superb serious now! My skin are dry. I look like a sick person you know. I m mad already!! 

PENNY WONG PLEASE WAKE UP!! 

I hate my f**king "healthy life" right now!!

I MUST get rid of such bad habits. 

I m sad my life gone bad, my attitude gone bad, healthy gone!!

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DAMN YOU!

I think it was too much of entertainment here. Everything just about PLAY, CLUB, DRAMA! I think it is a bit too over. Sigh! Assignments and homeworks never complete. What the shit I am doing nowadays. I been club so often and even 2days continuously clubbing. Party everyday (Thumb upppp*) 

>__<

My life was really sick and shit recently! I was love and hate such kind of life. LOL

Some thing that remains and never find out a solution. It's truly affect my life seriously. 

What to do? 

Could you please give me some hints?

Want to tell you how I feel...

 "I'm missing you

I want to get with you "

but, I do not have courage to tell the truth !

Problems are never been solved !!

I came back to my sweet home again. 

I have a lot of homeworks to do!!! Assignments are burdening too. Ishhh! And next week will have my 1st small test of Business Accounting. It just 3rd week you know! It is freaking tough and totally drive me crazy. Gosh! I not really understand what she was teaching about because her speed like airplane, seem like she wanna end the class earlier. z z z Z ~

I am quite stressful actually beside vexing about all my homeworks and assignments. Some torturing and complexity of relationship problems still there. I am trying not to emphasize all those things in my life now but sometimes I can't fight for it. Sometimes, I feel so empty, nothing seems like now...seems nothing is important for me right now. I just want to stop thinking about everything, it's truly tiring! 

Waiting for someone's response but it seems like hopeless 

:(

so fcked up ! sometimes i wish i can go to sleep and never wake up.